Letting go is not easy. Being in the road all by yourself again can be scary. Believe me, I know. Just because I am. The truth is that we all go through times in our lives when we are alone, well... it's not that we are alone but we feel that way. It's our time to grieve and let the pain be our essence for a while. It's okay to be hurt, everybody is at some point in their life. You have to learn how to use that pain to your benefit: feel it, encourage it, play with it, do anything you want with it. As weird as it seems it may help to get rid of it sooner.
I've found myself many times lost in this pain, wanting to scape from it. But I've realised that living in it is not that bad. I'm starting to know me better. And nothing feels like it. Now I've got the opportunity to start doing things that makes ME happy: reading, writing, getting dressed up just to go for a walk alone... and countless stupid things that I didn't even know I liked. I'm starting to find my way in between this pain. And even though I know it's not going to be a way of roses, after this journey I will be able to be happy just by having me, and that's priceless. Of course I will love again but my happiness won't depend on someone anymore.
C.
